累了。。。
不只心累了。。
身体也累了，头脑也累了。。
怎么长假还离我那么远，
只想过一个舒服，轻松的假期，
最近都好像很忙，很有压力。。逼自己太紧了吗？
但，
只有忙，让我忘了一切。。。。
只有累，让我睡得着觉。。。。
晚安。。
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Saturday, March 6, 2010
条件。感觉
你会为了条件而恋爱吗？
条件真的比感觉来得重要吗？
谈恋爱如果只剩下条件的话，不是很悲哀吗？
条件能让你快乐吗？
还是条件能让你幸福？
当你靠近一个人，那种心跳加速，害羞的感觉，你还有吗？
好想念那个感觉哦。。
条件真的比感觉来得重要吗？
谈恋爱如果只剩下条件的话，不是很悲哀吗？
条件能让你快乐吗？
还是条件能让你幸福？
当你靠近一个人，那种心跳加速，害羞的感觉，你还有吗？
好想念那个感觉哦。。
Friday, February 5, 2010
放了吧！
一个星期了哦。。。
突然时间过得很快。。从很痛，一直哭，一直哭到声音沙哑。。一天两天三天。。。到现在。。好多了吧！
有时一个人空虚的时候，还是会想起。。
告诉自己，应该放下了。。他并没有再想我。。并没有伤心。。没有我的日子，他一样地过，或者过得更好，更自在。。而我是什么？
只有我自己想太多。。
是时候，把心放开吧！慢慢适应。。
希望再遇到他的时候，也会很潇洒。。 ：）加油！
突然时间过得很快。。从很痛，一直哭，一直哭到声音沙哑。。一天两天三天。。。到现在。。好多了吧！
有时一个人空虚的时候，还是会想起。。
告诉自己，应该放下了。。他并没有再想我。。并没有伤心。。没有我的日子，他一样地过，或者过得更好，更自在。。而我是什么？
只有我自己想太多。。
是时候，把心放开吧！慢慢适应。。
希望再遇到他的时候，也会很潇洒。。 ：）加油！
Saturday, January 30, 2010
痛
还以为，这次会伤得很轻。。因为一直以来，我都害怕受伤，所以告诉自己不要放得太深。。。
可是，原来我爱得很深了。。。我不能接受突如其来的事实。。
我的心很痛，很痛！
可能他想了很久吧！不适合。。为什么？？？为什么？？？告诉我吧！怎么会突然没有感觉？？？怎么会那么地残忍～～～
他的所有，我都一一的包容，宽容，我觉得我做得很好。。我以为，这次一定可以。。
这是我没有想过的结果。。。
我不能像平常一样。。我试着假装，但我真的很在乎。。。
虽然在一起很短的时间。。可我很痛！
救命！！！！！！
可是，原来我爱得很深了。。。我不能接受突如其来的事实。。
我的心很痛，很痛！
可能他想了很久吧！不适合。。为什么？？？为什么？？？告诉我吧！怎么会突然没有感觉？？？怎么会那么地残忍～～～
他的所有，我都一一的包容，宽容，我觉得我做得很好。。我以为，这次一定可以。。
这是我没有想过的结果。。。
我不能像平常一样。。我试着假装，但我真的很在乎。。。
虽然在一起很短的时间。。可我很痛！
救命！！！！！！
Friday, January 29, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
可不可以有一个人
可不可以有一个人...
可以看穿我的逞强...
可以保护我的脆弱...
不要在我说「没事啦，你去吧」的时候
就真的会放心的放开我的手然后留我一个人...
不要在我笑笑的不说话的时候
就真的会以为我心里没有觉得疼痛和难过...
不要在我若无其事的忙碌着手头的事的时候
就真的会以为我什么影响都没有受到...
我希望他会在我的眼泪掉下以前
就用大大的手掌捂住我的眼睛...
然后轻声说我的眼睛只有微笑的时候才是最好看...
我希望他会在我面无表情的时候轻轻的用力的搂紧我...
然后说你在我的面前永远都不需要伪装坚强。
我希望他会在我受到委屈的时候把我的脑袋按在他的肩膀上。
然后抚着我的头发说没关系就算所有的人都不相信你你都还有我。
咱要嫁的那个人
不一定要是高高瘦瘦的 但是一定要干干净净
咱要嫁的那个人
不一定要会甜言蜜语 但是一定要有好的脾气
咱要嫁的那个人
不一定要帅气又多金 但是一定要有聪明的头脑和上进心
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会从我们牵手那刻起
对我说 从今天起 我们有福同享 有难我当
咱要嫁的那个人
一定要霸道些 他会对我说 我认定你了 就赖你了
你就是我一个人的 我不许别人走近你
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会支持我减肥 却依然带我去超市给我买很多好吃的
然后说 吃吧 不管你多胖我都要你
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在过马路的时候牵着我的手 对我说 要跟我走
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会明白老婆是用来疼的 而且会吹着快乐的口哨和我一起做家务
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在我生气的时候耐心的哄着 然后逗我说 你生气的样子 好丑
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在我哭的时候为我擦眼泪 然后告诉我 乖 不哭 有我在呢
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在我累的时候 伸出手臂 很心疼的说 抱抱
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在睡觉前跟我说 你要早点睡觉 晚安
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会把我带回家 对他妈说 看 这是我给你找的儿媳妇 然后对我说 这是咱妈
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在某一个阳光明媚的日子 顶着一片湛蓝的天
笑着对我说 我们该有个家了……
可以看穿我的逞强...
可以保护我的脆弱...
不要在我说「没事啦，你去吧」的时候
就真的会放心的放开我的手然后留我一个人...
不要在我笑笑的不说话的时候
就真的会以为我心里没有觉得疼痛和难过...
不要在我若无其事的忙碌着手头的事的时候
就真的会以为我什么影响都没有受到...
我希望他会在我的眼泪掉下以前
就用大大的手掌捂住我的眼睛...
然后轻声说我的眼睛只有微笑的时候才是最好看...
我希望他会在我面无表情的时候轻轻的用力的搂紧我...
然后说你在我的面前永远都不需要伪装坚强。
我希望他会在我受到委屈的时候把我的脑袋按在他的肩膀上。
然后抚着我的头发说没关系就算所有的人都不相信你你都还有我。
咱要嫁的那个人
不一定要是高高瘦瘦的 但是一定要干干净净
咱要嫁的那个人
不一定要会甜言蜜语 但是一定要有好的脾气
咱要嫁的那个人
不一定要帅气又多金 但是一定要有聪明的头脑和上进心
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会从我们牵手那刻起
对我说 从今天起 我们有福同享 有难我当
咱要嫁的那个人
一定要霸道些 他会对我说 我认定你了 就赖你了
你就是我一个人的 我不许别人走近你
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会支持我减肥 却依然带我去超市给我买很多好吃的
然后说 吃吧 不管你多胖我都要你
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在过马路的时候牵着我的手 对我说 要跟我走
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会明白老婆是用来疼的 而且会吹着快乐的口哨和我一起做家务
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在我生气的时候耐心的哄着 然后逗我说 你生气的样子 好丑
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在我哭的时候为我擦眼泪 然后告诉我 乖 不哭 有我在呢
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在我累的时候 伸出手臂 很心疼的说 抱抱
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在睡觉前跟我说 你要早点睡觉 晚安
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会把我带回家 对他妈说 看 这是我给你找的儿媳妇 然后对我说 这是咱妈
咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在某一个阳光明媚的日子 顶着一片湛蓝的天
笑着对我说 我们该有个家了……
Monday, January 25, 2010
Experience to Caving, Water Rafting and Abseiling
Last weekend, follow my friends go Gopeng, Adeling house play play. That's a great experience, my friends who know me well, was very shocked when knowing that i'm going for this extreme activities. haha, and now i'm sick at home..:p
by the way, sorry, there is no photo sharing in this blog, cz i din bring along my camera!
Day 1: 23/01/2010
8:30am
Start our journey from Penang, heading towards to Ipoh 老黄芽菜鸡 as our lunch. The taste can consider not bad, especially the 芽菜 and the koay teow. The koay teow you can order wet or dry type. Personally i ordered dry type, and it taste good :) One of my friend from Melbourne, they took 2/3 bowl of koay teow!! After our lunch we continue our journey to Gopeng. It took us about 30 minutes to reach there from Ipoh.
12:00pm
At last reach Adeline House. I have been heard for this place quite long time ago, as last time my friend also ask me to come, but i rejected. So this time, I'm here! saw Adeline in person! just like the photo.. hahaha. When we arrive, we need to register ourself with the counter, and then we bring all our bags to a chalet (i think is called chalet)haha. I think we occupied the biggest chalet there, 2 storey, downstairs have 4 room for couple, then upstairs will be a big room for all! Since all of the couple room being occupied, so we just go upstairs :) but actually sharing with many ppl is fun and have more communication with others. There is still few friends from KL yet to arrive, so we decided to have our fun there started first. Guys were busy gambling, playing poker at one side. Some of the gals went to take nap, and me was playing Congkak with Tammy and Siew Nee. Is Fun! Long time never touch on Congkak since last time went to Pulau Jerejak with another gang of friends.
2:30pm
Everyone arrived! Time to go Caving!! excited for me, cause it is my first time :) the instructor is 1 guy and 1 gal. The gal is very very pretty!! I like her! Her name is Vanessa, so if you are there at Adeline house, i think mostly will meet her! Before go for caving, we need to sign some safety letter, then we prepare with our sports wear.. Let's go! We did not bring enough torch light, as we thought it is provided. So we end up just go in the cave with candle lights up! The cave is totally dark inside, and it is raining at that time, so the way is very slippery. Some of us fall down when climb over the rock, cause in there is really dark and when all lights off, not even you can see your own finger! In there, you can see bats, crystal forming, well form rock, etc. We also need to climb up a 2/3 levels high wall from down to up using single rope. so, this is my first time again! wow, for me it is not so difficult yet not so easy too. After caving for a while, my leg is shaking already. haha this is the impact of not being well train before go adventure! This cave approximately took us about 2 hours to reach the way out, believe me, when you see the way out, you feel that the air is very very fresh, cz inside the cave is very dusty! Luckily the rain stopped when we are out from cave, but yet, the road is very slippery, some gal fall when climb down. So remember to wear proper shoe to go!
6:30pm Reach Adeline house, everyone is busy go for bath and hungry for food~~ we are having bbq dinner tonight, we have Rice, Chickent Wing, Sausage, Vegetables, Sambal, Satay, Lamb... and Bambooo Soup. Soup is very nice!
After dinner, we sit down and play game. after play a few rounds of game, everyone almost full of beer in stomach. around 11pm most of the people go on bed. but yet some is still playing. I cannot have a good sleep, not too sure is due to what reason too! the whether is cool, no mosquitoes.. or maybe i not drink enough.. hahahaaa..
Day 2: 24/01/2010
8:30am
Wake up and have our breakfast, Nasi Lemak or Fried Maggie Mee, White Coffee or Boh tea.
9:30am
We walk to the river near by, Sungai Kampar. Vanessa brief us about the water rafting skills and some safety tips. I was very scared because I'm kind of scared of water. But then, I wanted to try it once in my life. At first, we need to do Body Rafting, means, only with our life jacket, we need to raft to another side. wow, it being scary for me, when I go down to a slope, believe me, you wont see anything for 1 or 2 seconds, and then after that, you need to swim to the spot. Hahaa, even you know how to swim, is very hard to swim over to that spot. very chuan... luckily i still able to swim over there.....of course, drink alot of water.. hahahaa...After everyone is ready, vanessa again brief us the rules and techniques when do water rafting, teach us how to paddle and what to do when listen to some of the command. So, we start our Water rafting happily~~~~ First slope, Siew Nee fall out...:p dono why... 2nd Slope, Ronan fall out, and Vanessa very hard to pull him up, cz he too heavy!!! hahaa.. and the 3rd Slope was a very dangerous one.. so we Hold on to our boat, and we manage to go over there! those rapid got their own names, and i forget! hahaa.. everyone is having fun there.. not too difficult for water rafting... if you din fall into water... :p Water rafting took us about 2 to 3 hours. After that, we take Lorry again, heading to do our Abseiling!
1:00pm
Reach waterfall, and this is the challenge I most scared of. We took our lunch there at waterfall. Then 3 Malays guy brief us about how to abseil down from water fall. ops, before that, we climb up the rock, near to waterfall and try on the splash - waterfall massage. The water is extremely cold to me at that time (shaking shaking). After we ready with our equipment, we climb up to the top of waterfall, ready to abseil down. I was so so so so so scared and nervous at that moment. hand shake, leg shake, heart shake. It is uncontrolltable! so first time when I on top just wanted to abseil down, oh no, tears come out without control! i was terrible frightened at that moment, so i request to stop. After that I cool down a bit, and request the instructor go down together with me. Cause i know if i alone, I will be scared! so, Second time abseiling~ wow, is cool... if you know the techniques on how to handle it, then shouldn't be a problem to u! I'm glad that at last i tried and do my best... but yet, paiseh to those worry on me. :)
So, after abseling, when i was resting and play with water, my leg kena bite by "ba ki" dono how it called in english. haha... a few time! end up my fren use his urine to settle it. we then faster ask the driver drive us back to chalet to take bath and prepare to go home!
5:30pm
Packed everything, Start out way back to Penang.. and end of the trip to Gopeng.
What an experience to me, I'm proud of myself being so brave, take this decision to go for this trip. And thanks to the organizer. I enjoyed the trip and happy for the whole journey with scared feel.. hahahaa... it is a tiring trip too... everyone is tired after extreme activities. Have a good rest my friend!
by the way, sorry, there is no photo sharing in this blog, cz i din bring along my camera!
Day 1: 23/01/2010
8:30am
Start our journey from Penang, heading towards to Ipoh 老黄芽菜鸡 as our lunch. The taste can consider not bad, especially the 芽菜 and the koay teow. The koay teow you can order wet or dry type. Personally i ordered dry type, and it taste good :) One of my friend from Melbourne, they took 2/3 bowl of koay teow!! After our lunch we continue our journey to Gopeng. It took us about 30 minutes to reach there from Ipoh.
12:00pm
At last reach Adeline House. I have been heard for this place quite long time ago, as last time my friend also ask me to come, but i rejected. So this time, I'm here! saw Adeline in person! just like the photo.. hahaha. When we arrive, we need to register ourself with the counter, and then we bring all our bags to a chalet (i think is called chalet)haha. I think we occupied the biggest chalet there, 2 storey, downstairs have 4 room for couple, then upstairs will be a big room for all! Since all of the couple room being occupied, so we just go upstairs :) but actually sharing with many ppl is fun and have more communication with others. There is still few friends from KL yet to arrive, so we decided to have our fun there started first. Guys were busy gambling, playing poker at one side. Some of the gals went to take nap, and me was playing Congkak with Tammy and Siew Nee. Is Fun! Long time never touch on Congkak since last time went to Pulau Jerejak with another gang of friends.
2:30pm
Everyone arrived! Time to go Caving!! excited for me, cause it is my first time :) the instructor is 1 guy and 1 gal. The gal is very very pretty!! I like her! Her name is Vanessa, so if you are there at Adeline house, i think mostly will meet her! Before go for caving, we need to sign some safety letter, then we prepare with our sports wear.. Let's go! We did not bring enough torch light, as we thought it is provided. So we end up just go in the cave with candle lights up! The cave is totally dark inside, and it is raining at that time, so the way is very slippery. Some of us fall down when climb over the rock, cause in there is really dark and when all lights off, not even you can see your own finger! In there, you can see bats, crystal forming, well form rock, etc. We also need to climb up a 2/3 levels high wall from down to up using single rope. so, this is my first time again! wow, for me it is not so difficult yet not so easy too. After caving for a while, my leg is shaking already. haha this is the impact of not being well train before go adventure! This cave approximately took us about 2 hours to reach the way out, believe me, when you see the way out, you feel that the air is very very fresh, cz inside the cave is very dusty! Luckily the rain stopped when we are out from cave, but yet, the road is very slippery, some gal fall when climb down. So remember to wear proper shoe to go!
6:30pm Reach Adeline house, everyone is busy go for bath and hungry for food~~ we are having bbq dinner tonight, we have Rice, Chickent Wing, Sausage, Vegetables, Sambal, Satay, Lamb... and Bambooo Soup. Soup is very nice!
After dinner, we sit down and play game. after play a few rounds of game, everyone almost full of beer in stomach. around 11pm most of the people go on bed. but yet some is still playing. I cannot have a good sleep, not too sure is due to what reason too! the whether is cool, no mosquitoes.. or maybe i not drink enough.. hahahaaa..
Day 2: 24/01/2010
8:30am
Wake up and have our breakfast, Nasi Lemak or Fried Maggie Mee, White Coffee or Boh tea.
9:30am
We walk to the river near by, Sungai Kampar. Vanessa brief us about the water rafting skills and some safety tips. I was very scared because I'm kind of scared of water. But then, I wanted to try it once in my life. At first, we need to do Body Rafting, means, only with our life jacket, we need to raft to another side. wow, it being scary for me, when I go down to a slope, believe me, you wont see anything for 1 or 2 seconds, and then after that, you need to swim to the spot. Hahaa, even you know how to swim, is very hard to swim over to that spot. very chuan... luckily i still able to swim over there.....of course, drink alot of water.. hahahaa...After everyone is ready, vanessa again brief us the rules and techniques when do water rafting, teach us how to paddle and what to do when listen to some of the command. So, we start our Water rafting happily~~~~ First slope, Siew Nee fall out...:p dono why... 2nd Slope, Ronan fall out, and Vanessa very hard to pull him up, cz he too heavy!!! hahaa.. and the 3rd Slope was a very dangerous one.. so we Hold on to our boat, and we manage to go over there! those rapid got their own names, and i forget! hahaa.. everyone is having fun there.. not too difficult for water rafting... if you din fall into water... :p Water rafting took us about 2 to 3 hours. After that, we take Lorry again, heading to do our Abseiling!
1:00pm
Reach waterfall, and this is the challenge I most scared of. We took our lunch there at waterfall. Then 3 Malays guy brief us about how to abseil down from water fall. ops, before that, we climb up the rock, near to waterfall and try on the splash - waterfall massage. The water is extremely cold to me at that time (shaking shaking). After we ready with our equipment, we climb up to the top of waterfall, ready to abseil down. I was so so so so so scared and nervous at that moment. hand shake, leg shake, heart shake. It is uncontrolltable! so first time when I on top just wanted to abseil down, oh no, tears come out without control! i was terrible frightened at that moment, so i request to stop. After that I cool down a bit, and request the instructor go down together with me. Cause i know if i alone, I will be scared! so, Second time abseiling~ wow, is cool... if you know the techniques on how to handle it, then shouldn't be a problem to u! I'm glad that at last i tried and do my best... but yet, paiseh to those worry on me. :)
So, after abseling, when i was resting and play with water, my leg kena bite by "ba ki" dono how it called in english. haha... a few time! end up my fren use his urine to settle it. we then faster ask the driver drive us back to chalet to take bath and prepare to go home!
5:30pm
Packed everything, Start out way back to Penang.. and end of the trip to Gopeng.
What an experience to me, I'm proud of myself being so brave, take this decision to go for this trip. And thanks to the organizer. I enjoyed the trip and happy for the whole journey with scared feel.. hahahaa... it is a tiring trip too... everyone is tired after extreme activities. Have a good rest my friend!
Thursday, January 14, 2010
不被祝福的
许多面临过变故和痛苦的人很想要安稳地活在一个爱自己的人身边
然而有些爱情会受到所有人包括上帝的祝福，却有些爱情，是不被祝福的。。
爱一个人错了吗？
身边所有的人都不能接受这一段爱情的时候，怎么办？
甚至有些朋友用到之间的友情作赌注的时候。。你会害怕吗？
有人说：不被祝福又怎样？彼此珍惜和坚持，只要自己明白是多么需要对方，生活是自己的，不是别人的，别人的眼光怎样，那是他们的眼睛所看到，我们没有办法阻止。我们自己的眼睛所看到的是幸福就够了。
在不被祝福的情况下，自己只有更需要默默地努力，用心地经营这一段爱情。。。
以后的事情，没有人会懂。。他不能十全十美，但也许他就是那个前世为你掩埋的人。。
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